Not Happy, Not Upset (What’s the Word?)
Pretty much my day has been up…and down.
The ‘Up’ Parts are generally a feeling of excitement for my new job every time I think about Friday. Also, I turned in my shirts from Vrooman today back to Campus Dining Services on campus, so that was a feeling of relief.
Another ‘Up’ part would be I got an 87% on my math quiz, which can hopefully bring my grade up, even if by a bit. I’m hoping to get a B out of that class but I think I’ll have to deal with a ‘C’…
Okay.
The down parts were leaving Vrooman yesterday, having the slightest feeling of sadness that I’ll never probably see Cortez (Another cashier) or Latoya (We met because she does sandwiches by me) ever again; and these are the people that I helped and goofed around with the most.
Saying good-bye to that part of my life was also kind of hard today. I mean I’m ready to move on from all of the Dining Center feel — but it’s just hard to go away from a workplace that you’ve been working in for a year.
Another down part would have to be Jeanette practically crying to me on the phone because we had our ITK Lab test today and she did not think she got a very good grade.
She couldn’t get the second part of the test (the second program) to compile and it made her very, VERY upset. The test said if one part of the test doesn’t compile that you get a ZERO for that part of the test.
I mean I also had trouble with the same part that Joanette had trouble on, but I eventually figured it out and was able to solve the problem(s) that I was having with the program.
I also feel I have minor OCD because I just remade my bed because my afghan on one side was almost on the floor and there was nothing on the other side (Although I can’t see ‘the other side’ because it is against the wall, I could still picture it).
It annoyed me so much that I pulled my bed out from the wall and practically remade the whole thing. I also re-did my bottom drawer of my desk where I keep all of my books because it was a disaster…
And now I feel like I’m going insane because I ran out of dust-wipes that I usually use to clean and now EVERYTHING seems to be dusty…
I remembered the word for ‘not happy, not upset’ –
It’s Content.